A few of you won't make it. You'll all be cut off a bit. You'll all suffer from the extreme heat and pulling. But it's for the best. Believe me. There are going to be better times. You'll all shine in the end. Yes my friends, it's that time of the year again: I straightened my hair in the Chinese hair salon in Rotterdam. The one where I went to in 2003. My hair's straight and shiny again.

Yesterday a junkie pissed against my window while I was working. It's so nice to work in the centre of The Hague.

It was hot, I had a free afternoon for myself , and I was in a Claire's store the other day, checking out crappy earrings which are sold for unbelievably high prizes, while I was standing next to three fifteen year old girls. They were also checking out earrings and stuff. But while I was looking at their direction, I saw one of them was opening a package and putting the stuff away in her own bag. Oh no not while I am standing here, I thought... dirty thieves. So I went to someone who works in the store, and told her. As chicken as I am, I directly ran out of the store after delivering my message, and went into a Bershka store. After an hour, the chicken in me ran away and I went back to Claire's to check if everything went ok, and off course to get some credits. They were greatful but they didn't even gave me a free crappy set of earrings for my courage. But oh well, my work was done and I hope those teens won't steal again. Hehe.

I went to Scheveningen with my b/f yesterday. The sand was starting to get really cold under our feet, when we walked on the beach. We tried to search for warm sand and found it under the cold sand. People were playing with their footballs and kites and I got sand in my eyes. After this romantic walk on the beach, we went to the movies. We went to see the Lake House. We saw the trailer a few weeks ago on the Apple trailer website and I desperately wanted to see the movie because the trailer made me curious and made me think about how this story could possibly be true. Ok off course it can't be true, but I loved the idea about writing letters to people in, well uhm how should I call it - other dimensions, time zones perhaps? I don't want to spoil you kids right here, hehe. It's kinda confusing and it'd probably freak me out if this story would happen to me, but I really liked the movie. I thought it was real good. It kinda gives me the feeling I had after watching the Butterfly Effect, I also loved that movie. Anyway, you really should go see the Lake House.

Omg I passed my theory test yesterday! Finally. Second time hehe. I had four wrong answers out of the fifty questions. That's ok right? Seeing the fact that six is the maximum you're allowed to have wrong hehe. Ok now let's hope I can drive well from now on...

Ok back to work...

Today is a beautiful day. It's sunny and warm. A good day to go shopping with your boyfriend or your best friend. Maybe even alone. BUT NOOOO... I AM SITTING HERE IN THE OFFICE, BORED TO DEATH AND PISSED OFF about the fact that I have to work this summer. And it's my own fault. Life can be such a bitch. But on the other hand - I had no other choice, it was this or just totally nothing and applying for jobs into eternity when summer ends... so yeah. I should praise myself happy, although it's pretty hard for me right now. Especially when you're all alone and there are no fellow sufferers.

I got cute pink Fornarina slippers from my boyfriend! They're so pretty, it's see-through pink with silver buckles. I wore them today but in the afternoon my feet hurt like HELL. Off course, I should've known. Luckily I have a sweet boyfriend who I called and he brought me my normal slippers I left at his home. I'm such a lucky bastard. Well, at this point at least. Because other than that my life pretty much stinks at the moment HAHAHAHAHA. :(

Little by little I am getting used to my new job. It's ok, although I have to say sometimes I am going nuts because of the server's slowness and the fact that I can't listen to my favorite web radio. :(

And finally I am cool too in designer-land: I have a Wacom. I don't care if it's second hand from my b/f, and I don't care that I don't even have time to practice with it and make digital masterpieces (dream on), I have it and I'm happy hahahahahaaaaaa.

I was waiting for my boyfriend yesterday, and because waiting in front of a store is boring, I decided to get in a store. As always. This time it was ICI PARIS XL. I went to the Shiseido products and my boredom drove me to try out their concealer pencil. And omg I loved it! And off course I bought it. I was almost running out of Shiseido's regular concealer so I decided that this was a useful purchase, rather than a purchase out of boredom. I like making great excuses for my behaviour. Although I have to admit that the Hypnose mascara wasn't really necessary..... oh well! Money has to roll. I also bought jeans at a Bershka store. The same jeans I got half a year ago, but this time a smaller size to show off my booty off course ahahahaha JUST KIDDING. I thought it looked better on me, so I just couldn't resist... and, the most important thing, it was on SALE. So yeah another excuse.

Omg today's such a HOT day... and off course I had to work: my first day at my new job via the employment agency. I don't really know what to think. I got so much information thrown at me today, I thought I went nuts. And yeah, it's just a job I got through the employment agency, and I hope the rest of the weeks will be kind of 'fun', but the things I had to do today don't really turn me on... But it can change, right? I think I have to give it some time. I mean, it's also my own damn fault that I accepted this job in the middle of fucking summer, when everyone's going to the beach and shopping and having fun except for me. Although I was pretty much free since the end of March (except for some counter work at the supermarket, but I didn't really mind that), I feel like such an idiot. AN IDIOT! I want to sleep till late, to waste half a day - everyday. I want to go to the beach tomorrow. Go shopping the day after tomorrow. I want to go out and have fun with my smart friends who can have fun in summer and who didn't choose to work full time during summer. Oh well. I learned from it: kids, enjoy being a a lazy student as much and as long as you can, and don't work too much, you can always work when you're too old responsible to have fun. I kind of hate myself right now. :(