Ok. I am going to do it in about two weeks. Finally. I postponed it for ages, I tried to ignore it for weeks. But I can't go back now, because it's confirmed and well let's face it, I can't take driving lessons forever: I am going to take my theory test on june 15th. So I guess I really have to learn right now... pfff. I get tired by just thinking of it lol. Yeah I'm lazy like that the past few weeks... although I can't be lazy right now, because I have to learn those traffic rules! And tomorrow I can't be tired or lazy either, because I have to work behind the counter in the morning and in the afternoon and evening I have to pass flyers. What have I done to myself, seriously.

I just got out of the shower and I have my bathrobe on. But I really have to wash this bathrobe right now, because I smell fish. :( I accidentaly threw that rope thingey around my waist into my dad's dinner, and off course he ate some sort of mackerel today. It stinks. Eww.

Yesterday I applied for two jobs, both as a designer. One of them is for a magazine for young women. I am curious how this works out, since cashing money and passing flyers isn't exactly my dream job lol. My life is pretty much boring right now anyways, it's time for something new.

I trained for an hour on our hometrainer, something I have neglected for the past few weeks... I really have to do it more often. Luckily I have my ipod which I can listen to so that I won't get bored after five minutes on the bike lol. I listened to Liquid Architecture, The Bravery and A Brand today while I was trying to burn my calories.

And the weather sucks... I can't believe it was 25 degrees Celcius a week and a half ago, and right now it rains and storms and stuff. :(

OMG! I just finished watching the OC's season three finale and OMG OMG something terrible has happened! I don't want to spoil Dutch viewers who aren't downloading the OC but omg I hate to wait until season four. :( ANYWAY.

Back to normal life. :) Which is pretty much boring because all I do is sit behind the counter, take my driving lessons, read a little and whine about these things to my loved ones. Tomorrow I have to work again, and the day after tomorrow I am going to pass flyers for Apple in the centre of the Hague. I don't know what to think about it, I hope I won't get sick of it after two hours haha. I hope the weather's good and the people are nice.

Oh and I have the loveliest luvvrrrr in the whole universe! And I'm not saying this because he got me a gold ring. :) <3333 heeehee. 

I downloaded almost the whole discography of Dir en Grey. Almost. There weren't any seeders for their last album. :( I love it by the way. It just wants to make me pick up my Japanese lessons again. (if I had the discipline for it)

Well I really need to sleep right now, because it's fourty minutes past midnight and I have to get up in about six hours...

This summer I'm still going to work for the local supermarket. Something I arranged with my boss, I told him I had to take care of some stuff before starting 'new full time work'... Yeah well, I can't say that I screwed everything up and I want to go back now, can I? And I am also going to work for the Apple Centre in The Hague. Nothing fancy though, just passing flyers around and basically just pissing people off while they're shopping. Sounds fun, right?

And today I really noticed that I needed some other work. I was sitting behind my counter as always, and it was really crowded in the store. There was this bimbo girl and her mother, who decided to pay their groceries at my counter. This period we have this thing where people can collect coupons to get a free box of groceries, and they get a coupon for every ten euros. The girl and her mother had bought groceries for something like 38 euros or something like that. And suddenly the girl says to her mother (squeeky white trash voice, off course) "OMG WHY DOESN'T SHE JUST GIVE US 4 COUPONS! MOM! WHY DON'T YOU ASK HER? MOM! COME ON!" I mean,.. hello? First of all, you have 38 euros, not 40, not 39.95 or 39.57, no just 38! And second of all, does she really think I'd give her her fourth coupon while publically speaking about me, in front of me, in third person? I don't think so. If people are whining about coupons, you just know there is something wrong in this world. Seriously girl, go get yourself another hobby. I heard starting a scrap book is heaps of fun. It's almost like sticking coupons on a couponcard.

And finally I got a message from the organisation where I applied for a job as a web editor. Just what I thought: I'm not popular. I'll blame it on my lack of real working experience, since the conversation went well and all, but I really wonder when someone wants me. I have to get some real working experience somewhere, right? SOMEBODY GIVE ME A CHANCE. Anyway. I haven't heard anything from the employment agency too, where I applied for a job as a normal editor, instead of web editor hehe. I think it's way better anyways. BUT THEY STILL HAVE TO CALL ME, oh and HIRE ME too. Someone save me, this caps lock thing is really getting on my nerves.

And I have to do so much more than just applying for jobs and earning some real money. (No I am not materialistic at all. I just like to spenddddd.... heh.) I also have to practice my driving lessons theory, and take that stupid test. But I am a bit lazy, and I am afraid that I will fail and waste my good time and efforts, if I take the test. You are only allowed to have six wrong answers out of the fifty questions, I mean, omg, I feel like I'm in school again and the funny thing is that I just got out of it. So I have to get some more learning-spirit again, if I ever had any because I can't really recall those times.

I applied for a really cool job at the employment agency today! I applied for editor. It really sounds boring and stuff, because I have to work with subjects such as cities and their problems and stuff, but I don't care. The guy I called, asked me if I was good in English, well, I'm not that bad since people mostly can read my log lol... (at least, I think so haha) And he asked me which grade I have, and if I was good with computers... well yes and I did an ICT study so whoooo THEY HAVE TO CALL ME ASAP AND HIRE ME!!!!!!!!! PLEASE!!!!!!

Today is a hot day, it is almost 25 degrees Celsius! I couldn't believe how warm it was, because last monday it was just 11 degrees celsius and it rained and it was windy and cold. The Netherlands really is a weird country. At least, the weather here. But I like it, I really hate cold weather.

I have to write a note to my boss to confirm my last day of work at the supermarket, but I am still hestitating and postponing it because I don't want a huge empty workless gap after this. I really have to think about this. And I have to work in about an hour. I don't want to work today, it's so warm outside. :(

I got a job interview last week but I haven't heard from them. I think I am going to give them a call myself, I really wonder why they haven't called me yet because I was expecting their call yesterday. Oh well. Maybe because they found my fugly pink weblog. :( *cries*

By the way, my tracker rocks.